Spain and I have a complicated relationship.
The atmosphere here radiates a different kind of warmth from what my tropical former home exudes. The sun feels different on my skin and the trees are not as lush. The wind is colder and the rain is unbearable.
But, somehow, Pamplona is becoming the little European paradise I never thought I could love. Being a student here has its pros and cons, but the biggest challenge I still face is homesickness, even after three years. Classes can be quite demanding, and I often find myself daydreaming about lechon sisig and garlic rice, or the humid weather I would much rather be enduring than the piercing cold. Sigh.
But the hardest part about being away from home is having to watch my country suffer at the hands of a seemingly irresponsible government and the careless behavior of top officials. All I can do is watch from afar and weep.
The Philippine government’s shortcomings are highlighted in the Filipinos’ everyday life—from a flawed public transportation system to the inhuman extrajudicial killings. However, it is significantly important to emphasize the illustration of poor leadership surrounding the COVID-19 (new coronaviruas) pandemic. I would like to know what exactly the government has been drinking that resulted in its rash decisions.
Recent actions
It is no secret that Health Secretary Francisco Duque III rejected the ban on Chinese tourists out of fear of diplomatic and political repercussions. The recent actions of the Philippine government are proof that it is prioritizing other things above the Filipino people, which compromises citizens’ well-being.
Of course, this pandemic should not be dealt with impulsively. However, it has become evident that what the government cares about is what the world thinks, specifically what China thinks, and not the Filipino perspective of its own country. This brings down national morale and sends a message that the interests and welfare of the people are not being considered.
It is deeply saddening to see Philippine officials serving the interests of another country rather than our own. My heart aches for the nation that I believe, with my full being, has the potential to be a great global player.
My dream for the country has always been to set an example for the international community, of a successful democratic state that engages in little to no violence, has peaceful influence on its neighboring countries and puts the contentment and prosperity of the Filipino people as its first priority.
I pine for the land of my birth. It seems we have lost our sense of direction. Are we a ship afloat on an ocean with no able captain on deck? God forbid!
Pity us who will inherit our beloved country! —CONTRIBUTED
The author is a college junior in Spain.
